Wednesday, April 12, 2017

I'm not passionate about anything.

I'm just gonna go ahead and say it: I'm not passionate about anything.  Ok ok here me out.


It's not that I don't WANT to be passionate about something.  I want to find a passion so so badly.  I think I'm just having difficulties finding out what "it" is.  Recently I hear on pretty much an everyday basis, "Find something you're passionate about", "Find a job your'e passionate about", "Find a hobby you're passionate about", but how do I do all of those things if I have no idea what my passions are.  There are things that I am interested in: photography, blogging, design, animals to name a couple, but I'm not really sure if I have gotten to the level of passion.  Looking at it now, I think I am afraid of finding something I'm really passionate about because I don't want people to tell me that it's a stupid thing to spend my time on.  I think that's it.  Has anyone else felt this, besides me?

I know people who know exactly what they want and go for it, and I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy; jealousy because I wish I had something that I can't stop thinking about because it just excites me so much.

I also think that I am equating passion with purpose.  Your passion(s) = your purpose in life.  That also might be why I am having a hard time figuring out what my passions are...because I have no idea what my purpose in life is!  See why I'm having a hard time!!!

I don't really know what this blog post is about.  Mainly just me getting some things off of my mind.  Thanks for listening, friends, you're always such great listeners and life-advice-givers.  I appreciate you.  Let me know your comments/thoughts below.

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